So on this post you need to imagine that I took a photo of Enchanted Dreamer and shared it with you.  Truth is, I still don’t have the heart to pick it up after going wrong and needing to pull a big chunk of it back out.  I’m so disheartened, which is often the case.  So I’m pondering just taking a photo tomorrow and putting it down for a while, and working on something else for a couple of weeks.... read more

Thanks for your comment TJ, I think I really needed to read that today, and it meant a lot.  I can feel myself on a slippery slope at the moment.  It’s been three years, and srsly, that’s three years too many.  Been taking my mood out on flyff, and killing black otems to see what I can farm.  Ended up with 300 quest items and a couple of nice items that I can sell.... read more

I’m blogging a little earlier than usual, because as soon as this post is finished my plan is to head downstairs and watch Most Haunted Live.  I stress that that is the PLAN.  What is more likely to happen is that I fall asleep on the chair.... read more

I think I need to be shot or something.  Srsly, just put me out of my misery, at least before I finally succeed in killing myself.  This morning I managed to fall down the stairs.  One solitary stair and I landed on my bum, which wasn’t so bad except in the process of landing my right leg got itself wrapped around the bannister post and is all twisted.... read more

I have a happy dance to share in another post shortly.  Heh, happy dance.  Whilst the term denotes gaity, there is none of that right now in my life.  I wanted to get the piece finished yesterday, but around lunch time my whole life fell apart instead, and I had no desire to stitch at all.... read more

I’ve really hit rock bottom today.  To the point where I’d really like to just sit and cry now.  And even if I could write about what’s wrong, I wouldn’t know how to translate it into words.... read more